I am AKAP

Where do broken hearts go? Pinoys will always answer, "sa Sagada!" What's new? haha I should say that not everyone who goes there has a broken heart. Yung iba, broke lang talaga. HAHAHA. Break ko bones niyo, you want? HAHAHAAHH kbye This is one on my list. I am glad to see its beauty. Though the weather was not that good (so, I didn't see the sea of clouds) and the locals just harvested their crops (so, I was not able to see the perfect rice terraces). It was fine, yeah, it was REAAAAALLY fine. :(: I'll be visiting Sagada again, I guess. HAHAHA October might not be the month to go there. just saying :) Transportation: (Manila - Baguio - Sagada) Pasay Victory Liner - Baguio VL (460 pesos) Baguio VL to Besao Sagada Bontoc Terminal (51 pesos via cab) Baguio to Sagada (220 pesos via bus) ONE WAY: 731 pesos ROUND TRIP: 1,462 pesos We stayed at Sagada Guest House & Resto or Cafe (Whatever you call it haha) 1,050 per night for 3pax wi...

I've been reading articles and tweets about anxiety and self- harm. It's so sad and bad that some people suffer from depression. I wish to send them kisses and the tightest hug that I can give. I know it's not easy to handle such problems but God is always here for us. If you don't find anyone to talk to, do reach out to him. He will listen. Keep a good support system, be with friends and family. In an article, it says   "Self-harm can often be an expression of a deeper problem, which is why early intervention services to support these children are vital. Without this, the consequences really can be a matter of life or death."   Do something about what makes you sad. If you feel like everyone has turned their back on you, don't give up. Make an effort for them to face you again. Better yourself. We shouldn't embrace life's misery. Even if you have a good support system but you do not do anything to help yourself, everything will be worthless....

Why do people give up? We usually ask ourselves why when we're done giving up. Shouldn't we question, why should we hold on? It's not simple, I know. Once we know what our worth is, asking ourselves "why?" won't be necessary.  1. We care too much and others don't. - It should always be fair, they say. Give and show the love you're receiving. Mirror what your partner does, yes. But not at all times, that's when communication takes place, compromising is the key.  2. Effort isn't appreciated. Don't get me wrong, we're not saying that we count what we give and you don't. However, simple things also need to be noticed. A little gesture, thanks or even a high- five for a job well done work, as always. 3. They know what they deserve. - And you should know yours too. You're not getting any younger. Fix yourself. What do you want in life? If you want to make it work, show that it is you who he/she deserves. 4.  Standa...

I hate and like you.  It's like I want to throw you off a cliff and then rush to the bottom to catch you and then stab you in the face, say sorry and cry.

June 17, 2017 Saturday I spent a day with the children in Chosen Children Village, Silang Cavite. I used to attend such programs back in college, nursing days. Where & when we fed and played with children (with different health conditions). It always feels great to help and make people happy, especially the young ones. Last summer, I decided to spend my birthday in one of the charities in Cavite or Las Piñas City. However, I wasn't able to get the date I wanted and because of the other circumstances. I felt bad not to pursue that plan, so I went there, together with 2 of my close friends. I saw how beautiful the place is and realized that there are STILL, REALLY, good people in the world. The staff are very friendly, they call each other MAMA and PAPA. It is a picture of a big happy family, maybe not by blood, but a family by heart. There are children with down syndrome who play with others, no discrimination. They always wear smiles in their faces. Everything is very li...

Last night, yeah, last night, I guess. Hmmm or maybe weeks ago. I've thought that maybe, just maybe, I need some changes in life. But then again, I still cannot figure out when and how to start. I wanted a new job. I got one and I thank God for that. Who am I to complain? I finished school while working for 3 companies. I didn't know how I did that, but yes. School's over and I can finally take my LET . BUT then again, why do I have this feeling that maybe, just maybe, that isn't for me. Why can't I have an exact answer? What do you like, Ana? I am so confused and it kills me and those tiny brain cells. I said, I just want to live life the way I want but I do not know exactly what I really want. I am not sure if it's a serious matter or what, I feel like I need someone to counsel me and just open my eye. I don't know. I have nothing to be stressed and scared of and I am damn sure of that. Contentment, I guess. That is missing. He already put everything o...

I've just finished the series, " 13 reasons why" and I feel like writing. (For those who do not know what that is, it is about a girl who recorded the 13 reasons why she killed herself.) I still didn't get it. Why do people just end their life? Just like that. Life is cruel. We're not perfect. We commit and make mistakes. Each of us has a problem but killing oneself is never a solution. We can never escape the challenges in life. We have to face it. We must face it. God gave those struggles because He knows we're capable. We may feel that no one's with us. And that is wrong. We get scared at times. We're afraid to be alone. No friends, family and partner. We think that the world just turned its back on us. We're wrong. God is always with us. We may feel as if He's not there but He is. Always. He will never leave us. Alone. Hurt. In pain. TRUST him because he trusts you. He believes that you're strong. You are STRONG...