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It is just a phase

Last night, yeah, last night, I guess. Hmmm or maybe weeks ago. I've thought that maybe, just maybe, I need some changes in life. But then again, I still cannot figure out when and how to start. I wanted a new job. I got one and I thank God for that. Who am I to complain? I finished school while working for 3 companies. I didn't know how I did that, but yes. School's over and I can finally take my LET . BUT then again, why do I have this feeling that maybe, just maybe, that isn't for me. Why can't I have an exact answer? What do you like, Ana?

I am so confused and it kills me and those tiny brain cells. I said, I just want to live life the way I want but I do not know exactly what I really want. I am not sure if it's a serious matter or what, I feel like I need someone to counsel me and just open my eye. I don't know. I have nothing to be stressed and scared of and I am damn sure of that.

Contentment, I guess. That is missing. He already put everything on the table and it seems as if I still want more. More than I think I deserve. How selfish can I be? That's very disappointing. Such a disappointment. :(

Is this a so-called bday blues or what?
or maybe, just may be, the hormones are acting up.

Oh well, this is just a phase.

-akap

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