Do quitters deserve a time machine?

There are times in our lives where in we have to quit, stop or give up (*swallowing*, yes, we sometimes need to give up for us to move on & to have something better). It doesn't mean that we are weak. We just get to realize how to make things right especially if it doesn't make sense anymore, if it's not working, if we're not happy or if nobody appreciates what we're doing.

Last week was a hell week for me. I gave up my career and someone really special. I can't explain why I did it, how or WHY? (again.) After 4 days, everything sinks in to me. Whew! Was my decision right? I DON'T KNOW. I miss going to the hospital and I miss him.

Thinking about them, ignoring and acting that they don't care make it worse. It's more difficult and painful for me. I don't know what to do. Should I reach out and talk to them? I can't even talk to my PRIDE though. (Ohh why am I a Gemini?) Anyway, I did try, a little but I think it wasn't enough.

I remember one of my friends told me (Parang aso lang yan e, pag hinabol mo, lalong lalayo sayo. Try mong wag habulin mag papapansin yung aso sayo at kakahulan ka para lang pansinin mo.) It makes sense, really. That's why I'm not a fan of "chasing" (cars lol).

Kidding aside, if only I could turn back time. I would do the exact opposite of what I did last week. How I wish it's possible. I don't have a time machine to do that. Wait, do I deserve one? *sad face*

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