I am AKAP

I think he's cool. Yes, he is. He's funny, I think. He makes me laugh  when I didn't even want to smile. I think, I make him smile Laugh, too Thinking..  Do I make him happy? I think, he thinks, I'm easy, Easy to talk to, Get along with. I think, he thinks that way. I really hope he thinks I am. I think, he thinks I am always pissed off But I'm not He thinks I hate how he laughs But I don't I think I rant too much I even joke a lot, I think Now I am thinking... Do I piss him off at times? I don't know. Guessing.. Thinking.. I think he's playing I think, he thinks I am fooling around But I am not I hope he isn't, too I think, he thinks I'm liking someone but I think, he's still in love with his one Yes. I am thinking way too much. This much, I think. And I hate it. I think this over-thinking mind,  has to stop. S T O P. or P A U S...

There you go!  Year 2016 is almost over! I always make sure that each year would be the best year of my life. No regrets, just pure fun. I met a lot of people. Colleagues, classmates and new friends. Though I haven't found the one yet. That's okay. Maybe cupid will be nicer to me this 2017.  Let's see. Let's see. No need to hurry. TRAVEL I had several trips for the first half of the year. I went and see new places that pleased my eyes, ate a lot of food that I haven't tried, appreciated new people, learned and experienced things for the first time. The feeling was awesome. I can't explain how glad I am to do things that I really want. My family is very supportive in everything that I do. They allow me to go anywhere I go. They trust me that much, that I need to be considerate with what they feel and think. I am blessed. I appreciate that. I won't rant about spending much for my trips because I know in my heart that I had fun and it's all...

I remember the days when the only thing that I can draw is a butterfly. Yes, I can perfectly draw its wings. Just wings. I am not an artist but I pretend to be one Just to get people's attention. Like butterflies, They can easily get someone's eyes They will let you stare at them They will let you catch them Then you'll fall in love with its beauty I used to catch them when I was younger My parents once told me Not to play with them They aren't good for the eyes, they say They cause blindness I didn't listen, of course How can those beautiful species cause blindness? How? Oh well, parents know best. But I still didn't listen. That's how hard headed I was I just don't believe things that I do not get Now that I am aging I learn how they transform from a caterpillar to a butterfly Metamorphosis in Science It amazed me. Interesting. I love butterflies  I love them even mo...

An important key to be understood. A reason to leave a person behind. "I need space." How come you need space, If the only thing she needs is YOU. Is it fair? The person who asks for it would say, yes. Yes, it is fair. because that's what  I need. Space.  Away from you and your drama. It isn't fair. for the one who's left behind SPACE isn't necessary working things out is the solution but you can't do it alone, it's tiring It's unfair. You gotta understand. SPACE is the key. for you to find yourself, the remaining piece of your puzzle or the missing piece of your puzzle. Believe. Cause He created space for us to breathe and live. We all need space. Do not get scared because not everyone has the chance to find the missing piece in that SPACE. -akap

Isang salita na nangangailangan ng mahabang ekplenasyon. BAKIT? bakit kaya? Hindi patas pero makapangyarihan. Madaling sabihin pero mahirap sagutin. Ang daming BAKIT pero ang konti ng rason. Sinasambit para mukuha and tunay na motibo. Tinatanong ng mga taong wala ng maisip na tanong. "BAKIT?" ang dali kasing banggitin. Diba? Bakit kaya? Ako'y may nabasa.  Isang bata, nag tanong. Bakit ka mag isa? (Huhugutan ko ng malalim at isusulat dito. ^^) Bakit ka mag isa? And daming pwedeng isagot. Pero una sa listahan ko, "Anong pakeelam mo!" ang isasagot ko. Hindi lahat ng mag isa, malungkot. at hindi lahat ng may kasama, masaya. Hindi mo ba naisip yon? Malamang, hindi. Kasi nag tanong ka kung BAKIT. Bigyan kita ng malupit na sagot. Wag ka mag alala. Yang BAKIT mo, tatapatan ko ng mahabang eksplenasyon. 1. Masyado siyang maganda or kaakit- akit at walang makapantay sa kanya. - wag ka na umasa pa or hindi kaya pag pursigihan mo siya...

The song "Say you won't let go" by James Arthur, keeps playing on my playlist named SAY YOU WON'T LET GO. lol The melody is so steady-chill + a tattooed singer and its lyrics make me want to stay in bed and cry. Perfect for the weather. Kidding. :) I am too happy and strong to cry over this song right now. Well, I feel like writing a new post, just because I want to and I am bored with "Finding Dory". :) If you haven't heard of this song, here's a clickable link.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yW7w8F2TVA "Say You Won't Let Go" I met you in the dark You lit me up You made me feel as though I was enough We danced the night away We drank too much I held your hair back when You were throwing up Then you smiled over your shoulder For a minute I was stone cold sober I pulled you closer to my chest And you asked me to stay over I said, I already told you I think that you should get some rest ...

Does he knock you off your feet? Do you like him? Do you love him? People believe that we don't need an explanation nor a reason to like someone. "It is just a feeling", they say. Well, others disagree. We have reasons why we get attracted to someone. It isn't just a feeling. It is a decision as well. We decide who we like. We decide who we choose. We decide who we love. It is not that simple, for sure. We take risks, others don't. We stay, others won't. We just need to be the smart ones. Don't let yourself be the one in vain. Love isn't a game so don't play. If you like him, choose him. Do not play. If you love him, choose him. Love him, don't play. Aren't you sure about your feelings?  That's why you play? How come you hurt someone you like? or worse, someone you say, you love? You don't hurt people, just because. Now tell me, would you choose him because you like him? or you would choose him becaus...

BOHOL June 15-20, 2016 (Wednesday to Monday) AIR FARE: (Air asia) Manila- Tagbilaran June 15, 2016 1:40pm- 3:05pm Fare: 300 pesos per head + 170 pesos (15kg baggage) = 470 pesos (Cebu Pacific) Tagbilaran- Manila June 20, 2016 7:55am-9:20am Fare: 783 pesos per head + 320 (20kg baggage)= 1,103 pesos HOTELS: TAGBILARAN (3D2N) Marcelina's guesthouse -5 minutes away from the airport (on foot) Rate: 3,300 pesos (4pax 3D2N) 3,300/4= 825 pesos per head PANGLAO (4D3N) Chiisai Natsu Resort (Japanese) -30 minutes away from the airport (by car) Rate: 1,600 per night (2pax) with free breakfast TRANSPORTATION CAR RENTAL: Contact person Whole day tour in Tagbilaran City Rate: 2,100 pesos (4pax) 2,100/4= 525 pesos each TRANSFER: Same car, Same contact person From Marcelina's guesthouse to Chiisai Natsu Resort Rate: 500 pesos (4pax) 500/4= 125 pesos each Same car, Same contact person From Chiisai Natsu Resort to Tagbilaran Airport Rate: 500 pesos (2pa...