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My Past, His Present, My Future

I always tell myself that past is past and we should learn from our mistakes. But do we really learn from them? 

If you're too honest to admit, that's your mistake, then, you tend to learn from them. If your ego is too huge to admit your fault, then, you would never learn from them. *too simple*


I heard something about someone who became part of my life for 6 years. My PAST and would always be my PAST.


It's been 6 or 7 years since the last time we talked. We never had a proper closure. We always fight. Left and right arguments etc. We're not friends AND we would never be. (We have our own reasons why we'll never end up as friends.) 


11 years ago, I thought he's the one for me. I was deeply in love and such. Did crazy things with him and shared good memories, too. It was too painful for me to let go of the relationship, but I did.

Letting him go was the right thing to do. I would never regret that because if I didn't, he wouldn't meet HIS PRESENT.

He has his own family now. Living the life he's always wanted. I would forever be proud of him. 

I sometimes remember that I was the one who's with him, dreaming his dreams. And now he is finally fulfilling them, without me but with her.


I know I have completely moved on because I never felt any hatred or bitterness about it. All I know is that I'm VERY HAPPY (seriously, from the bottom of my heart) that he's happy. 


I know how much he worked hard for everything that he has right now. His family, job, money, house and friends. He deserves everything.


I hope one day I'll bump to MY PAST with HIS PRESENT and MY FUTURE. Then, smile and say hello.




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