I am AKAP

I wasn't looking yet I found you You didn't want to be found yet I saw you You tried to look away pretending it'll go away I saw you stare and that blew me away You didn't give words, I think we're from a different world But If that is it I'd be happy to be in it. I don't know Maybe it's a no I just want to feel what's it like to be in your world Please say a word before I go Oh. Yes. It isn't a no. Is it?

I used to hate watching series because it eats much of my time, downloading, organizing files, too many episodes to see, 40+ mins/ep, in short, I easily get bored. Yes, I have my reasons. lol  But now, watching them helps me kill my-alone (slash 🤣) lonely time.  **You can love what you used to hate. ♥ The Walking dead . I watched one of its episodes where Glenn, the Korean guy (who looks like my x), is in it. Whew! That shit got real. I copied my brother's files right away and started watching. I got hooked to the story and the characters, dead or alive. There's something about zombies that I love. Actually, I've dreamt of killing them with a knife and didn't get scared. For me not to get terrified, That is something. Game of thrones  After TWD, I wanted to see another intense series  So, I decided to watch "Game of Thrones". Honestly, I never thought of liking this kind of movie, REALLY. Because I am more of a-romantic movie-goer.  Well, l...

People say that "the best view comes after the hardest climb" which is true but I believe that "the best view is in the eye of the beholder" (and that doesn't make sense) lol 😆 Mt. Talamitam is in Nasugbu Batangas. 3 hours away from my place, Las Piñas City. I have been planning to climb for quite some time but didn't have a bunch of friends to lure. Most of them are busy and others aren't into it. Which I totally understand. So I kept searching. 😊 I did message a friend and asked him to join me. He said yes and invited his friends. Disclaimer: We actually planned and canceled it several times but we decided to give it a harder push. Then this happened. (We sometimes need that "push") 😅 This was my third climb, actually. I have never been this proud of myself. #narcissisticalert 😄 I literally tell myself, "Good job, Ana" everytime I reach the summit. I 💓 VIEW Climbing is not a joke. It's really hard. Yo...

She wonders why people change Which is true and not What to say When to give up Where to go Who to choose How to move forward She does it all the time Figuring things out There, where she thinks She'll find The right person For her to have In His perfect time, Everything will make sense She knows That, when that day comes She'll stop wondering And start loving. ❤

I left and it felt right.  I wanted to fight but it ain't fine There's an image of us in mind I look you in the eye and I turn blind My hands shake when you phone me I ignore you and that is not me Your worth is gold  But you chose to go I want you to know  That I love your nose (lol) I miss you so But we often say no This isn't good Both of us won't grow This is the end That- you won't get I am tired of waiting For you to fix yourself If I leave, will you bend? I guess not Wanna bet? 😁 -akap