I am AKAP

by: Juana https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwXHYyPv7jU Didn't mean to hurt you badly Don't think that I am fooling around with you So sorry for the time you've wasted on me So sorry for the things that you went through But I know that the problem's within me You're so nice but your love don't deserve me Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again I can still remember the days So many times I've been hurt So much trust I put on a relationship So much suffering I got and the pain still remain You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk So confused and I don't know how to deal with it Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away Don't say goodbye Don't say goodbye I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away Don't say goodbye Don't say goodbye I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away Now I know I wasn't thinking before T...

This is a story about a girl named, Raffy. Raffy is a simple girl from a poor family. She is family- oriented. Innocent. She may look weak because of her figure but she's not. She works hard for her family and her dreams. She has a lot of ambitions yet she's down- to-earth. A lot of people like her because she gives positive vibes and good atmosphere anywhere she goes. She likes to smile. Smiling is one of her hobbies. It's contagious, in a good way. Not everyone knows what she's gone through in life. Grade school days, High school, College and NOW. Now that she's an adult. A 20+ year old woman. She had her ups and downs yet she's grounded. She's a timid / funny girl in her grade school days. She has few friends. She's crazy about a lot of things. She likes joining different clubs and competitions that need active brains. She's not the prettiest girl in school but I bet she's the prettiest, inside, in her own ways. She's very talented....

I think he's cool. Yes, he is. He's funny, I think. He makes me laugh  when I didn't even want to smile. I think, I make him smile Laugh, too Thinking..  Do I make him happy? I think, he thinks, I'm easy, Easy to talk to, Get along with. I think, he thinks that way. I really hope he thinks I am. I think, he thinks I am always pissed off But I'm not He thinks I hate how he laughs But I don't I think I rant too much I even joke a lot, I think Now I am thinking... Do I piss him off at times? I don't know. Guessing.. Thinking.. I think he's playing I think, he thinks I am fooling around But I am not I hope he isn't, too I think, he thinks I'm liking someone but I think, he's still in love with his one Yes. I am thinking way too much. This much, I think. And I hate it. I think this over-thinking mind,  has to stop. S T O P. or P A U S...

There you go!  Year 2016 is almost over! I always make sure that each year would be the best year of my life. No regrets, just pure fun. I met a lot of people. Colleagues, classmates and new friends. Though I haven't found the one yet. That's okay. Maybe cupid will be nicer to me this 2017.  Let's see. Let's see. No need to hurry. TRAVEL I had several trips for the first half of the year. I went and see new places that pleased my eyes, ate a lot of food that I haven't tried, appreciated new people, learned and experienced things for the first time. The feeling was awesome. I can't explain how glad I am to do things that I really want. My family is very supportive in everything that I do. They allow me to go anywhere I go. They trust me that much, that I need to be considerate with what they feel and think. I am blessed. I appreciate that. I won't rant about spending much for my trips because I know in my heart that I had fun and it's all...

I remember the days when the only thing that I can draw is a butterfly. Yes, I can perfectly draw its wings. Just wings. I am not an artist but I pretend to be one Just to get people's attention. Like butterflies, They can easily get someone's eyes They will let you stare at them They will let you catch them Then you'll fall in love with its beauty I used to catch them when I was younger My parents once told me Not to play with them They aren't good for the eyes, they say They cause blindness I didn't listen, of course How can those beautiful species cause blindness? How? Oh well, parents know best. But I still didn't listen. That's how hard headed I was I just don't believe things that I do not get Now that I am aging I learn how they transform from a caterpillar to a butterfly Metamorphosis in Science It amazed me. Interesting. I love butterflies  I love them even mo...

An important key to be understood. A reason to leave a person behind. "I need space." How come you need space, If the only thing she needs is YOU. Is it fair? The person who asks for it would say, yes. Yes, it is fair. because that's what  I need. Space.  Away from you and your drama. It isn't fair. for the one who's left behind SPACE isn't necessary working things out is the solution but you can't do it alone, it's tiring It's unfair. You gotta understand. SPACE is the key. for you to find yourself, the remaining piece of your puzzle or the missing piece of your puzzle. Believe. Cause He created space for us to breathe and live. We all need space. Do not get scared because not everyone has the chance to find the missing piece in that SPACE. -akap

Isang salita na nangangailangan ng mahabang ekplenasyon. BAKIT? bakit kaya? Hindi patas pero makapangyarihan. Madaling sabihin pero mahirap sagutin. Ang daming BAKIT pero ang konti ng rason. Sinasambit para mukuha and tunay na motibo. Tinatanong ng mga taong wala ng maisip na tanong. "BAKIT?" ang dali kasing banggitin. Diba? Bakit kaya? Ako'y may nabasa.  Isang bata, nag tanong. Bakit ka mag isa? (Huhugutan ko ng malalim at isusulat dito. ^^) Bakit ka mag isa? And daming pwedeng isagot. Pero una sa listahan ko, "Anong pakeelam mo!" ang isasagot ko. Hindi lahat ng mag isa, malungkot. at hindi lahat ng may kasama, masaya. Hindi mo ba naisip yon? Malamang, hindi. Kasi nag tanong ka kung BAKIT. Bigyan kita ng malupit na sagot. Wag ka mag alala. Yang BAKIT mo, tatapatan ko ng mahabang eksplenasyon. 1. Masyado siyang maganda or kaakit- akit at walang makapantay sa kanya. - wag ka na umasa pa or hindi kaya pag pursigihan mo siya...