I am AKAP

I found myself talking to myself It sounds crazy, creepy I guess. I heard her say ENOUGH I asked why? and what? Why stop? if that makes you happy Enough of what? I didn't get it. Then, I realized. How TIRED I am. Not with my life but with nothing. I am tired of nothing. I need a break. A break from all these shts I need some air. Fresh air. I wanted to pack my stuff and fly. But didn't have wings to do so. I wanted to get away. Away, where nobody knows I exist. #iamakap

My first fly with the family. Another "check" on my bucket list. From Manila to Iloilo to Antique, (Fiesta / Uncle's birthday / Family reunion) to Boracay Island. Boracay Island Station 1 Flight details: Cebu Pacific Air Manila- Iloilo January 31, 2017 Tuesday 385 pesos Caticlan, Boracay- Manila February 7, 2017 Tuesday 700 pesos Day 1 January 31, 2017 Tuesday We arrived at Iloilo Airport at around 6 in the morning From the airport, we took a van going to Molo Terminal, Iloilo City. Van (rate): 600 pesos (From the airport to Molo terminal) quite pricey?, yes! but papa still took the deal and I didn't know why. HAHA From Molo terminal, we rented a van for 1,500 pesos going to Ilabas, Sibalom, Antique. It took us 3 hours to get there.  We bought some pasalubong to our relatives in Antique. We arrived at Sibalom, Antique at around 9AM. We were too excited to meet our relatives. We had lunch together and took a rest the whole day....

It wasn't slippery but I fell I felt weak, hesitant to get up I thought I needed help but I didn't I started to move my legs It was painful, a little I can bear it, I guess I pulled myself up I looked around and saw you staring at me I was ashamed but I kept moving You called me and I pretended not to hear You shouted and I ran away I looked back and you weren't there I felt bad not to notice your presence You insisted, I didn't know. You're waiting outside, waiting for me, I know You asked if I'm okay I said "yes, I am" Your eyes say you're worried but I still didn't care You asked what happened I said, "I fell" You said, "I saw it but why did you run away?" I couldn't tell Then you whispered "I'll catch you next time" I heard it and asked "WHY?" You said, "I saw you suffer and it kills me inside." -akap